Among the Lost

Brake these chains free me
leave my slave soul be
let me join my being to thee
father
lord

take me from my this life
seize the seed inside my mind
may I stray where wise men go insane

take it all
take it all

I’m
searching
struggling
surrending inside
raping and torturing my body and mind

here only discomfort in sight
no disguise
here
only sufference is right
nothing
nothing is mine

reaching
grasping for the distant sky
suffering
floundering through a concrete lie
reaching
this emptiness darkens my eyes
grasping
though all of this I can’t defy

I deny my fate
deny my hate and try
I await my time
await to lie and rot
I fear not